okayy people.
I'm not dead pls. haha.
I'm just been so busy with attachmenet. argh !!!
I just practically have NO TIME to update my blog here.
I cant imagine what kind of life i will have if im a staff nurse in future. With the shift itself can make myself be super exhausted. plus the STRESS !!!
have to think wisely before i make any decision regarding with my future job. hmmm~~
guess i have many things to share here.
talk about school stuff 1st kay?? hehe.
went IMH for my clinical posting. IMH stands for Institute of Mental Health for those who wondering what IMH is.
i love this 2 weeks posting seriously.
This posting is really interesting, interesting in the sense of I'd get to know IMH is not that scary as other ppl thought. Patients there were so willing to share with us their stories. :) This is really a good thing. At least they have someone to talk to. Like us.
They do look just like everyone of us. :)
Dont just simply judge them cuz knowing that they are suffering from mental illness for eg, depression, schizoprenia, mania, split personality and etc.
Have to know what's e story behind before you judge anyone.
" Never judge a book by its cover "
Never jump into conclusion by the way that person appears.
I love our clinical instructor.
Hahah.
He's damn nice. With his jokes, we dont feel any stress during our attachment. The best posting i had throughout this 2 years. I'd cried too thanks to him. Not because sad to say bye to all our patients, just because of stupid ghost story. This really scared me. Be it i have not guts or im timid, im freaking scared to watch ghost movie.
Until now, nobody dare to ask me out to catch any ghost movie. For those who ever watch ghost or horror movie with me, you guys know how i scared im throughout that 2 hours show in cinema.
Hahaha. Interesting right ??
Get to know one of weakness. :)
Thanks Mr Singa for your guidance.
The best clinical instructor ever. =)
Now what ??
Posted to paediatric ward.
Babies !!!!
Hahaha.
Babies are cuteeee. Yet they are so annoying !!!
When their diapers get soaked with shyit and urine, when they are craving for milk ( not breast milk ) , when they are in pain cuz of the stupid needles, when they get cold, when you wanna shower them early in the morning,
WAHHHHHHHH !!!!
they cry non-stop !!!!
this is super irritating and frustrating.
I should count myself lucky cuz im not a mother yet. hehe.
Too young to get yourself a baby or babies at your early 20's or even worse, when you are still schooling. This is true.
Both you and your partner will not be ready.
Shotgun marriage will never be our choice. We will have a better life than this.
There are too many examples around me. Including my cousins.
Just make your mind clear. Get it only WHEN YOU'RE READY. Not because of ACCIDENT !!!
Just imagine. When both you and your bf or gf are not ready, then out of nowhere, there's a newborn coming to your life. Those irresponsible boys will just run away from reality and left nothing but a decision for girls to make.
With no choice left, girls will go for abortion.
This so unfair for the unborn. They have the right to live. Im not trying to act like a samaritan or too sentimental into all these issues. Is just that i'd been posted to paediatrics ward and get to know some of the real stories in hospital. So all these came out from my mind.
Get to feed those babies make myself feel so comfortable. They are cute and innocent. =)
Shower babies aint easy task. Hahahah. Change diapers also another challenging task !!
Guess what?? Im still not ready for all these. But at least i know how to change diapers for babies, feed milk, shower babies and know what kind of milk formula for babies. Hahaha. Interesting !!!
And left only one week for my attahcment.
Cant wait for my holidays. =)
You know when you see a cute guy and get that nervous rush of butterflies and suddenly, you're thinking, " I really want something to happen in between us !". Gotcha !! Have or not this kind of feeling ?? Hahaha.
Okayy. Frankly speaking, I just cant let it go when told myself i wanted to for so many times.
I read the above quote in Seventeen. It just came across my mind.
This is not love at first sight. LOL.
Feel so comfortable when with this person. Maybe have something to do with the first impression i guess. Sometimes, we dont really care about the look. Is the chemistry in between you and him or her right ??
Yeah. We have some similarities too.
I might be one who is wishing so much for something to happen in between us. Perhaps one-sided. Told some of my friends my story.
And they really encourage me a lot.
To be honest, I dont really have the guts to make the very first step. Like asking for phone number or msn all kinds of thing.
Since he's already took the first step, then let him be one continue on.
Got my new timetable for year3. Hope mine and his will be slightly same so can at least have the chance to see each other and talk to each other.
I shall say, We long time no see. And hope you're doing well. :)
If happen to be this is really one-sided, I'm ready to face the truth. Told myself not to cry over this is only like deceiving myself. Fated not with him is something that i cannot control. I just hope that we both share the same feeling. :)
One of my friend said, " He's not ready yet, just give him some time. "
Just let nature take its course.
And let GOD be the one to really make something work out in between the both of us.
=) I sincerely hope this happen.
WAHSEH. This post is super long.
Is really long enough.
And i know im super long-winded. Hahahaha.
See ya people.
Soon i will upload pictures.
Take care lorh.
=)
