in need of fresh air.

im so vexed with tons of school works.


ever since school started,
we were assigned by tons of homeworks.
=(


next week,
NS3 presentation,
and my BCLS retest.


next next week,
PAS presentation
and deadline for stupid individual assignmeny.
LOL.
till now,
i haven even start my assignment yet.
hahah.
im dead !!!!


BCLS retest.
i worried e most man.
=(
CPR seems to be easy for boys i know,
but not for girls seriously.



all my boy-friends passed e test so easily,
jealous leh !!!
lol.


especially for me,
im so skinny and underweight ( 35kg if i never put on weight this yr )
time flashback uhh,
remember that time,
my hands were blue black and swollen after e whole session.
hahaha.


manikin's chest so BIG,
my hands so SMALL.

i eat alot seriously,
but cant gain weight.
i have very good appetite !!!
maybe im those kind of ppl that NATURALLY SKINNY. =(



narh~~
pray hard for me pls readers !!!
im seriouus !!!
heard from my friend,
if nver get BCLS certified,
cant pass up as a staff nurse.
shyit larh !!!
wth~~
im so sadded.



whatever larh,
i gotta be positive-minded,
that time,
i almost cry when i cant pass e test,
not bcuz im dissapointed with myself,
just that,
i dont know what to do to help myself pass e test.
suggestion from lovely lecturers,
" U EAT MORE AND GAIN 10KG THEN COME BACK SIT FOR E TEST "

hahahah.
MISSION IMPOSSIBLE !!!
5 yrs later maybe i can gain 10kg larh.
lol.



2 weeks later,
then you guys will know whether anot i pass my test. =)
I CAN PASS MY DRIVING TEST WITH 1ST ATTEMPT AND GOT MY LICENCE,
why i cant pass this test ??? lol.



hmm~~
pray hard for me hor !!!
and pray hard for yourself also,
you guys wont faint or nearly get drowned in front of me,
cuz i can only give you guys ventilation ( oxygen ),
but not COMPRESSION,
like 1 and 2 and 3 and 4 and 5 !!!
hahaha.




screw me larh cuz im lame rte ??
hahah.
narh,
i dont mind giving out my 1st kiss to a passerby that just fainted in front of me,
cuz im saving ppl' life duh !!!!


hehe,
kay larh,
enough of all my craps,
just pray super duper hard for me,
tell your GOD,
grant shuyi's wish for once,
let her pass her bcls and get her cert larh.


pls hor !!!
thanks boys and girls,
handsome and pretty.
=)