Lesson learnt outside classroom. :)

I shall say thanks to all my friends.
THANKS FOR THE CONCERNS GUYS !!!
=)





Sorry to NURUL and Wani,
if i did irritate you guys in school,
with all my nonsense and craps all the time. =(
The both of you were so nice to listen to me.
Be my listener and gimme advices.
So sweet of you two.
Love you two sayang. =)
<3



The both of you knew my mood sucks on the last Thursday.
Provided if you guys still remember. LOL.
Not only because of group presentation,
there's something that pissed me off.
And,
it did really made my day ~~
hmm,
I HAD A BAD DAY.

I've learnt that it's not that kind of emotion that i felt for him.
Frankly speaking,
it's just above friendship yet never cross e line of getting into relationship.
And i myself dont even know why i've got this kind of feeling.
I dare say,
is not kind of like falling in love,
it's just
innocence !!!
Felt so comfortable when talked to him.
Yeah. Something like this. =)




I'm sure i'm no longer putting any efforts into this right now.
I'm those kind of
when found it not worth it and NOT RIGHT for each other,
i will tell myself to let go and slowly
give it up
and make it a THE END
or FULL STOP.


Nevertheless, some friends were asking me to try out and hold on there
Should not give up so easily as they said.
Some were just worried i will get heart-broken in the end.



Sorry to say that,
I've made up mind. =)
Rather seeing myself wishing or hoping it to happen so desperately,
get dissapoinment,
wet my pillow and bolster when crying secretly in the middle of the night,
i want myself to stay happy and smile as usual. =)




Be it im silly,
im too stuborn,
i think too much,
or im too simple.
The thing is,
I dont wish to make the both of us feel so awkward.
I dont wish to see things turn out to be so complicated.
We are still friends afterall
provided if we are still seeing each other in bus or school or anywhere.
=)





Previously,
i felt so unsure.
This should not be so complicated.
This messed up my days.
If only life was as simple as like ABCs and 123s,
how wonderful it could be right?




I guess time did really change everything.
Time will slowly heal the wound right ??
In fact, in some kind of situation,
it takes two hands to clap.
Never say whosoever should sacrifice more and willing to give more, i guess.




Back to reality I shall say.
Take it as a lesson learnt.
Everything gonna back to normal.
It's alright,
cuz
this is LIFE.
=)




Bye !!!
This stupid feeling !!!
=)
Kick off emo-ness !!!
=)




Love you guys,
Sayang you all. =)
<3<3
Take care people.